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Saturday, December 7, 2013

assalamualaikum..

dah lama tinggalkan blog ni. bukak blog n tulis entry setiap kali bila ada masalah n xtau nak tuju dekat sapa serta xtau nak luah dekat sapa. so here's the place. rasanya kat sini bley luahkan mcm2 perasaan yg terpendam tanpa rasa segan silu. 

actually, walaupon kat sini xdak orang yg bley nak bagi respond towards my problems, tapi bila bley luahkan segala apa yg terpendam dalam hati ni dah cukup bagus dah. seriously rasa nak menangis ya amat skang. *ok dah nanges actually*. 

seriously, i mean, i really wanna go out from this area at this moment. SERIOUSLY. rasa takungan air mata nak pecah dengan teruk. stress with all these kind of things that happen all around me. i'm so sorry with all the mistakes that ive done..  sorry sesangat.. 

mcm2 perasaan yg ada skang dalam ati. rasa rindu, sedih, sakit ati, kecewa, bersalah, etc2~ asa mcm nak keluar jejalan kat depan umah ni kjap walaupon jam dah menunjukkan pukul 2 pagi. hurmm. 

i try to be good but i failed. i try to be nice but i also failed. i try to be such a good person to others and im also failed. so i do not want to try any afterwards. :')